see her face in my head when i lie on my back
in his bedroom
hear her voice when he asks if i like it like that
and it's all doomed
he looks so proud like the only thing I faked is a smile
I entertain him haven't felt anything for a while
guess she won, thought I'd be fine if my heart's not in it
just this once can't I have fun for one goddamn minute
without
thinking of her thinking of her thinking of her
he's in me but I'm
thinking of her thinking of her thinking of her
wondering why you showed me how good it could be
that was so cruel
when you lie on your back are you thinking of me
how we used to
go on a drive until you'd run out of your cigarettes
to find a dive bar that we haven't ruined yet
guess she won, thought I'd be fine if my heart's not in it
just this once can't I have fun for one goddamn minute
without
thinking of her thinking of her thinking of her
he's in me but I'm
thinking of her thinking of her thinking of her
and the perfume on your pillow, it's addictive, it's got me sleeping on your side, a different high
and i'm searching for your shadow with the lights out when I wake up in the dead of night, now I'm paralyzed
because I'm thinking of her thinking of her thinking of her
because I'm thinking of her thinking of her thinking of her
can't stop thinking of her
oo
can't stop thinking of her, her
in the dead of night hold my pillow tight cus you're out of sight but not out of mind do you miss my hands wrapped around your waist do you picture me when I'm at your place
and the worst of all is I missed your call and I'm all alone feeling vulnerable now you won't pick up…