Usually never cry at all
I would say I'm pretty tough
But it's been a couple weeks now and I still feel stuck in my lungs
And usually I go out on nights
And not think of u once
But if they start playing that song
I can't help but to think about us
Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
When I pulled myself out of my arms
Wish I knew that was only the start
and now I'm falling apart
cause
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call
oh I
won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all
And maybe I'll get used to it
But right now I just feel like shit
So I kissed somebody else
Just to see how it felt
But all that was going through my brain
Was your hands around my waist
You know how to do it so well
Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
When I pulled myself out of my arms
Wish I knew that was only the start
and now I'm falling apart
cause
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call
oh I
won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all
And maybe I'll get used to it
But right now I just feel like shit
And if I get a little too drunk
I start thinking
What if you were the one?
But I know that the damage is done
And I still have the shirt that you wore
When we first met
It's there on the floor
I might kick it under the bed
Hoping that I could forget
That
Last night for the very first time
You didn't even try to call
oh I
won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep at all
And maybe I'll get used to it
But right now I just feel like shit